Sunday, November 30, 2008

sick

The kids and I have been sick and all I really need is a good night of sleep. I hope I get it tonight.

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Monday, November 24, 2008

LA

I just drove up to LA because my sister is in labor, kind of. It was a quick 2ish hour drive, no traffic. I am going to stay here until tomorrow and if she does not have the baby I guess I will just come home. Not sure yet what I am going to do.

Sunday, November 23, 2008

Soccer Party

Saturday was the last soccer game of the season. They played a great game and ended the season with just one loss. Porter really had a fun season and learned a lot from the coach and teammates. After the game we had pizza and cupcakes, then Coach Jim handed out trophies.

Saturday, November 22, 2008

5 years

Jason and I celebrated our 5 year anniversary with dinner at the the Farm House Cafe. The food was really good and we had a nice time. After dinner we went over to the Red Fox Room where we met some friends, then to a few more bars. We rode our bikes all over and it was just a really fun night.
11-22-2003, County Clerks Office, 11 weeks pregnant with Porter

Thursday, November 20, 2008

Liesl

Bobble Head Liesl

Scary Liesl

Princess Liesl

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

sorry

Yesterdays post was kind of lame, come on do you really want to see a picture of my light? I just did not have anything else to say and wanted to get back to my latest TV addiction 90210. I was working on a knitting project too, so I am not just vegging out and doing nothing. My TV addiction is getting really bad with all the new shows on, I just can't help myself. I don't watch TV during the day, so I tell myself it is okay. Tonight is the finale of ANTM and I am going to watch it right after this. Some things going on in my life that I am thinking about right now. My friend had a baby girl this week and I am anxious to hear all about it. My sister was due with her baby on Monday and anytime she calls I think it is the call to come up. I can't wait! Jason and I are celebrating our 5th anniversary on Saturday unless she is in labor. Porter's last soccer game and party are on Saturday. Kidical Mass is on Saturday, just too many things, so Shauna don't have your baby on Saturday, not going to work for us. Just kidding. Alright I am of to watch my shows.

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

old and new

This light came with the house and Jason never liked it, so when my parents offered us a new one we took it.

Our lovely new light.

Monday, November 17, 2008

tact

Growing up I was always a little odd. I got along fine with people, but I had very few really close friends. I was not one of those people who others are drawn to and want to be around with a magnetic personality. I was the person who asked the inappropriate questions and never knew when to stop. I always knew I was odd, but could not put my finger on what it was until I met Jason. One night after a few months of dating he told me that I had no tact. It really hit me and it was like a light went off and I finally realized what it was I was lacking. Since that night I have been working on it and I am better, but not as good as I want to be. Shoot, I just sent off a ranting email that I should have just deleted, so yeah I have some work to do. Anyway, I was inspired by Julia to look at my old yearbooks and I came across this one message that I have to share. This was in my junior year annual and written by my sister's senior year boyfriend.

Natalie,
I am really glad I met you this year. I've gotta say that you are a very straightforward person. You say thing how you see them, and you don't kiss any ass. I like that in a person. This summer, let's me and you and a bunch of friends go out to the river and drink cases of beer with your dad (just kidding Mr Carlson). Shauna can stay home if she can't handle the intense party. I know this sounds trite, but lets definitely do something over the summer.

Love Peter M.

PS
you can come up to UCLA and party when Shauna comes up.



He also left his phone number and drawing of an MGD can, my drink of choice back then apparently.

What he said was true about me and thankfully I have been able to control myself more as I have aged and made an effort to do so. My friends and family still know if they want an honest opinion I give it and can't lie very well.

Friday, November 14, 2008

sad/happy

Today was the funeral for my Great Aunt Molly up in LA. We had to wake up early and that was a little rough on the kids, but we made it there on time. The service was beautiful, nice and the kids did as well as I hoped they would. The graveside service was at Rose Hills and my aunts ashes along with my uncles were buried together right next to my grandma. It was the first time we had been there since my grandma dies, so it was nice to see her headstone and just be there. My grandpa and other family is buried there and I wish I had looked it up before so we could have visited their sites too. After the services we went to my cousins house for food and to hang out. It was a nice happy time and it was a nice.
Liesl and Miranda by their great aunt and great grandma's grave.

Thursday, November 13, 2008

Hi Ho Cherry-o


I remember playing this game as a kid, so when we were at the store the other day looking for games we bought it. The kids love it and want to play it all the time.

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Just stop by

Growing up we never just stopped by a friends house and we never had people just stop by ours. I would never just show up unannounced to a friends house, I would feel so uncomfortable. Okay wait, I have gone to a neighbors house and asked if they wanted to walk to the park with me, but never to invite myself in. In high school we almost always went home right after school and did not just hang out with friends. In some ways I am still a little uncomfortable with the whole hanging out thing. I always am nervous about staying longer than I should, like I will not know when the host wants me to leave. I have gotten better especially with my close friends, but I still need some work. My mom grew up with a large extended family close by and she lived with her mom and grandpa. On the weekends she told me that all of her aunts, uncles and cousins would come over to see her grandpa, so she was used to people just stopping by. I asked her why we never did it and she said that she did once and the friend made her feel so uncomfortable she never did it again. I would not mind if someone just stopped by my house, but I guess I would probably prefer they call and say they are in the area and make sure it is okay. I have a really hard time asking someone if I can come over, it is just so not natural to me. I wish I could do it and will work on it in the future. How do you pick up the phone and say "Hi can I come over" without feeling uncomfortable and like it is inappropriate?

Monday, November 10, 2008

Imagination Movers

Last weekend Jason put the Disney channel on for the kids. It was the first time they watched it in a while and Porter found a new show, Imagination Movers. It reminds me of the Wiggles, but much better.

Sunday, November 09, 2008

ballet girl

Liesl starts a ballet/tap class next week, so I went and bought her a leotard today. The ballet slippers and tap shoes were hand me downs from a friend and today was the first time I put them on her.

Admiring herself

Saturday, November 08, 2008

long day

soccer game, party, party, concert.
1:37AM
time for bed

Friday, November 07, 2008

MNO

Just got home from a moms night out and I am tired. It was a fun, mellow, nice way to end the week. Tomorrow is filled with back to back activities, it will be fun, but my brain hurts just thinking about it all.